Day 41

I need You

I miss You

Please straighten out my priorities

Putting You first

Then whatever is important to You next

I’m tired of not using my time wisely

Help me to not feel like everything has to be perfect

Day 40

Thank you for giving me inspiration

When I really need it

And I don’t even have the faith

To think You would answer right away

Praise You Lord

I Love You

Day 39

You are so faithful

Why do I leave You so often

I just walk away

Like nothing’s happened

Like I never knew You

I don’t want to forget

You are everything I need

But I keep wanting less than You

It’s appealing but it leaves a bad taste

You didn’t always look the best

But I’ve never tasted a sweeter thing than Your presence

Surrounding me

I love You so much

God I commit myself again

To You and Your cause

Not my pleasure or rest

But Your glory

Refresh my mind

I’ve been selfish

I push You aside

I want to be back

By Your side

Walking hand in hand

Love me

Day 38

I just got done

Now there’s more to do

I can’t keep putting stuff on myself

An essay, a speech

Now another essay

What do I do

Do I keep pushing

Keep writing?

How much farther can I go

Before it’s too much

You have so much for me

I almost wish You trusted me less

I don’t want to be lazy

I don’t want to procrastinate

But how do I relax and take time for myself

With work yet to be done

HELP ME

Teach me to rest

Day 37

You always love me

And You always come through

Remind me to ask for help

To ask for grace

I need you

I want to express myself

Asking for my needs to be met

Because You want to help me

You want to bless and love me

Don’t let me forget

I can turn to You

You are good in all things

But You like to be asked

Whoever heard of a passive God

Humble and willing

You are so much greater

Then I’ll ever be

Praise You Lord

You never cease to amaze

Sabboth

You might have noticed that I haven't posted in a few days. I won’t make any excuses but I just want to explain where I’m at right now. I’ve been really busy lately with school, church, and work. Right now I’m trying to prioritize and figure out what I need to be involved in and what I need to leave. I will continue to write for the foreseeable future incase your worried about that. However, I do need to take a break every once and a while. So if I don’t write for a day or two don’t worry I should be back soon.

The title says Sabbath. To me it doesn’t mean a designated day of rest but merely a time for me to relax and build my strength again. Sometimes this means not focusing on writing and focusing on sleep, reading, spending time with God and playing games. I believe God took a day of rest to show us that it’s okay to take a break from work. Not only is it okay but it is necessary if we want to function properly. I’m trying to fallow this not to be lazy but to do the best I can when I am working. Along with enjoying life to the fullest.